I’m kind of having a hard time, Now that I know that I have adhd and that my brain functions best when stimulated I can recognize what my problem is and talk myself through it for the most part. I go get out of the house, drive around, window shop, get some food, start yet another project etc, etc. But in general the stimulating things I do involve money, and or food if not sitting on my butt in front of something electronic.
I’m BORED and I can’t make myself do anything productive. There are plenty of boring things I can and probably should do but I’m just like ‘eh’ I’ll keep staring at this computer screen instead. Hell I could just go to bed, it’s late, I’m kinda tired, but that’s not how Kathryn operates.
I generally consider myself to be thrifty and fairly frugal, BUT now that I’m sitting here with $0 I can spend on anything, 0 gallons of gas I can waste and a uterus full of baby I don’t want to hop up on adderall I’m really at a loss. I’m realizing how money I actually do waste when I get in moods like this. I don’t know how to get over this hump with any grace.